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Today, 30th of July, 2007 is our forth monthsary together. His car is not around therefore we can’t go anywhere to celebrate. Shucks isn’t it?

Happy forth monthsary, baby. I love you more and more each day.

Klang Ah Lee Seafood Restaurant

It’s been long long time since I had meals with my mum and little brother since I had a boyfriend. I mean we still have our meals together once in a while at home. But a decent good meal outside, getting lesser to none. Since, my sayang’s car is in the workshop for the next few days, he won’t be seeing me that often anymore. Did I mention, he got into accident yesterday afternoon on the way to my place. Poor sayang.. He’s fine though. Anyways, mum asked if I want to join Aunt Nat, Shereena, Mun Hong Bro and his gf, Joanne for dinner at Klang. Since sayang is not gonna have dinner with me, I might as well have yummy seafood in Klang.

We left home around 5-ish. We sent the maid home. I’ll explain in next post. Stuck in Federal Highway for almost an hour. Reached Aunty Nat’s place at 6.30pm. They get dressed and two cars drove to Klang. Since it’s my first time ever holding a bloody digital camera and taking shots of food. Sorry, if they look a lil unpleasant to look at. I’ve got no patience to snap ten times for a dish. Everyone was hungry, so, I only managed to snap two pics each dish.

Loh Shu Fen with some chilli padi, spicy

Their very famous dish, Crab with Rice Noodle. Yums. Good.

Pa Tin Fish. Very Good. I’ve been craving for fishes lately.

Fried Beancurd. Though I don’t like beancurd but this is good. Mum and lil bro love this.

Loh Mee. I didn’t try. I don’t like how the noodle taste. But according to Aunty Nat, disappointing.

Shereena’s favourite, Marmite chicken wing. Not too bad. Too salty for me though.

The dinner for SEVEN person = RM 110. Damn blardy cheap…

Address:
Ah Lee Restaurant
Jalan Perdamar,
Pandamaran, 42000,
Pelabuhan Klang.

Contact Number: 019-2070321 (Uncle Lee, the owner)

Business hours: Everyday from 6pm till 11pm. Close on Thursday.

Dinner was great. Been some time since I last bonded with my family. I hearts them. Little brother and I got very intoxicated after dinner. Here are some proofs.

Before dinner:

In mum’s car

In Aunty Nat’s car

After dinner:

Lil brother loves me…

I heart him too… He gets excited

He got really ‘VAIN’

I fell in love with my reflection.

See, this is what seafood do to us. We get intoxicated with LOVE.

glad to know

You’ve made what I have ever imagine true by doing it.  You’ve gushed it down my heart. I will no longer be as warm as what I am now. Expect the hostile, expect the temper, expect the madness. Little joy with no guarantees.

Glad to know your soul have left my heart, permanent.

she blew

Again, I’ve not been going to classes as usual. A week now. What am I thinking? I’ve been indulging on a new book I saw over the bookstore the last time I visited. Funny enough, mum bought the book last Sunday. Title of the book, “Mamasan”. I’m half way through now, it’s not as excited as I’ve expected.

We had brunch with Adrian Papa today at OUG and came home right after. Continued my assignment, was flipping textbook front and back trying to get the words right. He helped. I finished just before my class started, I managed to ask help from my fellow classmate, Janice Chong. Heaps..

It’s been raining for the past few evenings. I’m very scared of lightnings. I mean it. The bright light caused my heart to beat a little faster than usual. Little brother was kind enough to go to mamak behind my place and ta pao dinner for the both of us. I had paprik ayam and he had mee mamak with tandoori chicken.

We quarreled over photo shoots again. This is the second time we had loud and unforgivable tone at each other. Screaming at each other on top of our lungs. I hate whenever this occurs after a good day. It spoils everything. Everything that I have planned for over the weekend. Our 4th monthsary is up this Monday. I want to surprise him but things fall apart whenever we are all happy and in love. He banged the front gate and left, I slammed the silver grill gate and threw my keys on the table. My brother and maid heard us fight in front of our porch. It was embarrassing. It was our first screaming session in front of others. I hate it every time he walks off. Makes me think about our future, would he do the same thing whenever we have disagreement? Leave home and go off somewhere to cool down and my minds start to wonder.
Mum came back 2 minutes after he left. I was relieved mum did not witnessed any of this or else, she would want me to leave him for good. She’s worried about men being abusive whether physically or emotionally. She taught me since young to leave when a man hits you. I made it a point of my life that no man can ever touch me ever, after my dad. My dad would be the last one. I swear upon myself if any man ever try to raise his hands, I’ll walk off. No matter how he beg and apologise later. It’s bastard to hit women.

Back to us, we’ve been with each other for the past four months. Weird thing is, as time passes, I find I don’t get him more and more, I think we are growing further and further away despite us seeing each other every day. In my heart, he would be the dearest one but in my head, I’m still can’t control over the zealousy I have and suspicious over the certain things. I might sound unreasonable but I do give him his space and freedom, all I need is just for him to inform me bout his whereabouts and what he’s up to. He would give excuses like he’s busy and all, forget all about it. So, busy is the answer and excuse for everything?

Argh, enough… I’ve got a feeling, it would not be a nice forthmonthsary coming up. His father’s birthday dinner tomorrow, I promised I’ll be there, but I’m not good at hiding my feelings especially when it comes to bitter and sour. It just shows right away. Transparent. What should I do? What have I done?

High School Gathering Part 1

I actually blogged about this but more pictures were up so I decided to post another one on this memorable day. One good evening with old mates laughing over stuffs and catching up. Here are some pictures I took from Michelle’s and Polly’s sites.

my bestest friend in the whole word, Matthew Yeo and his precious, Mei Ling

the ‘us’ girls… Michelle complained that we never include her in pics

I seriously don’t remember the Malay guy

us makaning with Sharon-don’t-take-my-picture

Azhar, the ‘cafe manager’ blocking me, I <3 this picture…

us again…

the girls…

what’s Andrew doing behind there…?

That’s all for now… will update more pics soon Good day.

I don’t learn

This is what I do each semester without fail. Procrastinating is MY THING. After a week of not doing anything at all even after a lot round of nagging from sayang, other than my Stats  paper, now I suffer the consequences. Finishing my report at a very last minute!!!

Last semester, I woke up at 5 am the day that I need to hand in my paper to start my 1500 words report and I managed to finish it on time. I handed it in at sharp 12.30pm. I only took up around 3 hours to finish the entire thing. This semester, I started at 8pm, the night before I need to hand in my paper. Until now, at 4 am, I’ve already got 1538 words. I need at least 170 words to cukup quota. I seriously enjoy doing this. I never learn. I must wait till one day, I fail to hand in my assignment on time then probably I’ll learn not to do things the very last minute.

As usual, the last minute peps like me, Leonard, Janice Chong and Zufar are rushing to finish up our assignment. This round is harder because I hate the bloody APA format. I hate doing the reference list. Guess who is suffering with me??? My sayang… next to me…feeding the hungry mosquitoes

All I need is one more hour and I could sleep. You guys so hate me, don’t you???

come money money…

I was supposed to earn RM 100 tonight for two hours only. Beep.. beep.. sms came in at 1 something in the afternoon and informing me that the job was canceled. I am pissed. I am fucked up broke, you know?? I need MONEY!!! ‘The Secret: Law of Attraction’ says that I should attract money by dreaming and feeling how I am when I have what I want.

I want money. Everyday. Flowing in. More money. I am farking broke. I want money. Be moderate, just enough to buy new wardrobe, new heels, spent my entire family a holiday trip, buy my sayang something I wanted for a long time. He knows what it is.

Money anyone??? 

Blogger Booze, 21st July

Since I am coming, I’ll help Daniel to promote the blogger’s gathering. Strictly above 18 only. Hahaha.. I felt so evil saying that

I missed the gathering on the 14th July in Friendster’s Cafe. Daniel is organizing something better than anything you can think of. Bloggers and booze. My favourite thing. Who wants to buy me vodka shots??? You are most welcome to do so

Date: 21st July 2007
Time: 9pm onwards
Venue: Modesto’s Hartamas Walk @ Hartamas Shopping Centre, Plaza Damas
Tel: 03-6203 9707

If you are interested to get intoxicated and knocked out, please contact Mr. Daniel, the drunkard behind this masterplan. Don’t call me. Just inform me and we’ll get drunk together-gether…

ups and downs

Update update.. I had one of the best ups and downs weekends. Yesh… I fought and argued with my precious man but we managed to resolved everything end of the day. Whereas Mei Mei is behaving actively. Loving her. She bites everything. I mean, EVERYTHING. From jeans to wires to my ear. She’s mad thing.

she loves her bone

peek-a-boo

I’m running after you

Thursday:

I managed to finish my presentation with not-so-good impression and style. I’m not blaming anyone. I know I had more than enough preparation and information in my head, I just got spooked last minute. Entirely the group presentation sucked. 4 /10. I am depressed. Marketing quiz was way harder than expected. I’ve again forgotten many things I’ve read the night before. Sayang said lack of preparation. I must agree with him.

After presentation @ Dewi’s Corner

Dewi’s Corner Nasi Lemak

Sayang’s favourite satay

10 chicken and 10 beef. Yums..

Friday:

Reached college at 7.50 am to listen to other 2 PDP’s for the review. 3% out of the entire assignment. Life getting shittier. Stats quiz sucked. I didn’t know how to solve the normal distribution table thingee. I’m hating it. I only answered 32 questions out of 40. Stats is not as easy as expected. Sayang picked me up and followed him to meet his client. Came home after meeting and slept a while. Left home at 7 to head to Genting to attend MLTR concert. Ginny waited for long time and we only reached the entrance at 8.40pm. We sucked, don’t we? Haha… Sing-a-long at the concert. Head down to KL and went to Naili’s for late dinner. Fought and argued for life.

Waiting for Ginny

We’re at the second row from the fun. Good view of the band.

After the concert…

Mad thing and princess Ginny <3

mad cow and silly babe

Sayang’s favourite Nasi Lemak Babu Daging

My Spaghetti Meatball

Saturday:

Stayed at home the entire day and argued in MSN with sayang. We are splitting apart. Argh!!! We managed to compromise. I love you, sayang. He picked me up to MidValley for high school gathering. Thanks to Michelle for organizing. You did great!!! Since I left high school after SPM in 2005, I never stepped foot in there. Ever. Not even to collect my award. It was massive to see my high school mates, especially Xin Kei, Siew Wern, Sharon, Fay Mein, Ernest, Clement the clown… and the list went on and on. I should see them more often. It’s nice to laugh about our very lame high school. Guess what, Clement is with Kar Po. Very random. Clement is prefect in SAB now. This is hilarious. Clement, our clown. We love ya!!! It was made thing. Serious. All the laughter was great. Matt was there with Mei Ling. Luke was rounder than ever. Manisha is fully developed into a grown woman. I’m so jealous of her hot bod. A good night end with a good talk with sayang.

from left: mua, lai li, sharon, janie, siew wern, xin kei, fay mein, polly, wai theng

Sunday:

Slept in the entire day. I’m fatigue. Sayang picked me up for dinner. We went to Petaling Street for ‘loh shu fen’ and dessert at KTZ. My favourite mango dessert. Yumms. This week mum didn’t get durian. Sayang helped me finished up my group assignment for Marketing. We ended up argue for a while and make up again. How not to love you??? We finished around 5-ish, he slept at my place and I edited some grammar and spelling mistakes and head to bed. Woke up real late. A feeling of bliss to wake up and stare at my sayang sleeping quietly. Went on top of him and gave him a kiss in his lips. Asked him to sleep next to me. Hugged me. I’m so in love and I know you readers of my blog is getting very irritating with my love for him. Spread the love people. Love your love ones.

Monday:

Went to college to hand in my marketing assignments and the minutes. Psych class is getting boring. Abnormal mental disorders are interesting but not in Psych context. Literally bored to death. Plus, that class annoyed me like hell. Like Leonard said, The Bermuda Triangle is real lost. Got home and nap. Woke up and sayang is busy with work on his laptop and mum is back from work. My right eye killing me. Sayang and I went to Old Town Kopitiam in Cheras to meet up with Pei Yi, Sandra, Timone, Xian Long aka Brandon, Aunty Esther and Mikel was there too. Tonnes of laughter. Pei Wern wasn’t there, she’s in Nottingham already. I miss that babe. I miss the fun we used to have. Insanity, I would say. The blow job by Brandon, the homicide by Sandra- you guys are retarded. I love you guys. They were very nice to sayang. He managed to laugh with them. Things are great. Great. Great. Then, I found out… Timone and Pei Yi is dating together. Another random couple. I wish you guys best of luck.

Tuesday:

I missed my Marketing class again. I went to Psych class and continued listening to the abnormal disorders. I yawned tonnes of time and I think Mr. Lazaroo saw me doing that and imitated it. Irritating. Handed in the appeal letter with mum’s letter and MCs. I hate getting barred since this would be my last semester. Pei Yi text me, she’s having a birthday dinner tonight at Baan 26. Bringing sayang along. Life is good. <3

The Fantastic Four Meme

A rainy Sunday afternoon. What more to do than laze around? Do my meme from Kamkuey.

Four Jobs I’ve Had in my Life:
1. Hostess in TGIF, KL.
2. Dancer cum Bar Girl in Trilogy Club, Seremban.
3. Part-time assistant in The BODY SHOP, KLCC.
4. Masseur for my Dad.

Four Places I Have Lived:
1. I’ve only lived and still living in my family house in Cheras.
2. I lived in Herbert’s place for three days which is 5 mins walk away from HELP.

Four Places I have been on Vacation:
1. Pulau Redang, my all time favourite. A bunch of friends I dearly love. I co-organized 40 of us. Matthew was there, too.
2. Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. My first flight across the sea. Mum dragged us there so we could missed dad’s wedding.
3. Cameron Highlands, my second hometown. Used to go there once or more every year. I love the vegs there.
4. Malacca. I remembered we went round and round Jonker’s Street to look for Chicken Rice Ball. Good family time. Missed it!!!

Four of My Favourite Food:
1. Brussel Sprouts (choy tam) with garlic. Yums yums…
2. Durians.. Oh la la.. it’s the season now!
3. My recent one, Mango dessert!
4. My aunt’s Steam Chicken with Ginger and Herbs.

Four Places I would rather be right now:
1. Sayang’s bed with his warm body next to me.
2. On the beach with stars above me and breeze on my face.
3. Shopping for new lingerie’s and bra’s.
4. Heaven, to look for Max and speak to him.

Finally, the Fantastic Four friends for Tagging:
1. Lynn
2. Stephen Lim
3. Ginny Yap
4. Stef