enam…bulan

Time flies! We’ve been together for six months now. Looking forward to more six months.

I love you, sayang!

Happy sixth monthsary.

HELP!!!

my GAWD! My boobs are SHRINKING. Like seriously smaller by a cup or two.

It doesn’t feel the same when I caress them anymore.

be well

My blardy cough and sore throat is back. I hate. I’m serious. I’m only out for a day with Khai’s friends and I broke my voice when I’m back home. Now, my voice sounds like a toad. Very fat ugly toad.

Anyways, I’ve got presentation to do for my Public Speaking class. Guess what, I’m presenting about Drink Spiking again. I love that topic. If not that topic, it would be related to pregnancy or somewhere around that line. Luckily I’ve found the videos and slides in my thumbdrive. Thank God. I don’t have to redo all over again. I don’t have to stay up all night to work on my slides again. I’m happy

I’m going to grandpa’s place to celebrate mid-autumn. Not my favourite thing to do on a Sunday evening but i barely spend time with my grandpa and my extended family. Mooncake and sore throat don’t go along. I’m going to skip all the good food tonight.

Pieces by Sum 41

For some weird reasons, whenever I have this emo-ness trigger in me, I have songs playing in my head. This is the current song that keeps repeating in my head and when I turned to MTV, this song was played half way. I almost shed my tears. I’m feeling so blue suddenly. I’m not going to elaborate on what had happened. I’m just so sick of it. I’m tired and sick of being the perfect girlfriend. I hate Fridays. I never have a good Friday for a long time. Tell me it is going to be a good weekend. I need some time off. Life isn’t so fine right now. Don’t ask me how am I. I’m not doing fine. End.

Pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

buek!!!!!!!!

I feel like puking so bad! Tomorrow got Public Speaking quiz lagi. ARGH!!!!!!!

his turn

Since Friday night, I’ve got myself into very bad stuffs. Now that I’m feeling better, my sayang got infected from my disgusting sneeze and all. I think it got transfered when we were out together and I accidentally sneeze real hard in front of him. We didn’t kissed for days already.

I was about to go to class but the jam was bad, sayang couldn’t drive as his legs are killing him and the bad jam is getting into his nerves. SO, me as the nicest girlfriend asked him to do a U-turn back and head back to my place. I’m still sneezing here and there so I decided to skip the tutorials. I’ve been bad. Anyways, brought some food back and fed my little poor sick baby, gave him some yucky medicine. He slept immediately.

His temperature is so high, it felt really uncomfortable when he touches me. He got home in the evening and slept till morning. I love him, my poor sick baby.

Don’t come near me. I’ve not clear the sick zone. I’m still sick!

where is my pants?

I’m wearing it. DUH!

I’ve been sick since Friday night but decided to deny it because I need to work to pay for some shoppings. From a little heaty to very hot. Boyfriend says I’m like oven. So often he is always warmer than me, he says he likes me hot. Really hot. Isn’t he amusing even when I’m suck. I mean sick.

My temperature got higher on Saturday. Boyfriend insisted me to see doctor but I thought it’s the usual few hours heat and it’s gone. The entire Saturday I spent at home, sleeping. Sad. Even when we went out to one of the diver’s house to share the pictures from Bali, I ended up sleeping on the couch. I’m too sick to sit up straight. I didn’t even dare to walk to toilet alone as my legs are really weak. I’m sick. Really sick.

Sunday, I was craving hard for porridge. Rang boyfriend to wake his ass up. As usual, it takes an hour or more for him to get his ass up. By the time we are at the place, the porridge stall is close. ;( Sial kan? We went to the pork noodle shop instead. 2 times in a week. I only had a few bites and full. I’ve got no appetite and fever is still high. Annoyingly annoyingly high.

It took me hours to sleep as the phlegms are clogged up either on my throat or the nose. I’ve been trying to sniff them out. I’ve used up the entire tissue box in my boyfriend’s car and another one in the living room. My bed is full of dirty yucky hingus tissues. Extreme yucky. I took thirty minutes or more to sleep each time and only managed to fall asleep for thirty minutes or less. It was a horrible night. I could look at the TV as it hurts my eyes like hell. Didn’t want to look at my laptop screen as it annoys me too. Everything annoys me. I was up to the kitchen back and forth to drink that famous chinese cough mixture. I’ve finished it in two days time. I even finish the entire 100 plus at that time. I wanted to die that time. The feeling of irritation is so high, I wanted to visit the hospital so that they could jab me with something. I hate needles so much.

I text my boyfriend to come as early as possible so that I could see the doctor and get some pills to fall asleep. Boyfriend came so late, I wanted to start a fight with him. I am really sick and he nags nags nags nags. I hate it when he nags. Annoys me more. He slept with me for an hour or so before he head home. He is a good boyfriend OK?

I am feeling a lot better but the nose are clogged up with phlegm. My tongue has ulcers in different spots. I’m hating it. Serious shit. I can’t eat properly.

Boyfriend is getting sick now. He’s feeling the sore in his throat and a lil flu. Haha.. his turn! My turn to annoy him like hell. I’m a good girlfriend. I did ask him what he wants but he didn’t want me to do anything as I am sick I am not supposed to go around. See, he is nicer! I love you, sayang.

I need to go back to university tomorrow. I need more love. Give me some love, people!!! 

tagged by eelaine…

1. What’s bothering you right now?
my fucked up fever, flu and sore throat

2. Describe your:

wallet
Minnie Mouse with leather, gift from dad-he got from Japan Disneyland

wallpaper on pc
yours truly and bitch, mei mei!

background on cellphone
your truly. I am vain!

jewellery worn daily
the Tifanny & Co. ring my sayang bought for me on the first monthsary

eyes
bigger than my sayang.. tee hee

life
currently, sick!

3. What are you / do you :

doing this weekend
at home resting. Sucks! went to Heng’s place to get more pics from Bali

wearing
tracks and white long top

want
get well soon!!!

listening to
dogs barking

smell like
sick lady

4. Do you

believe in soulmate
yups

believe in miracles
all the time

burn quickly in the sun
not really

Who to tag?
whoever is feeling sick

Bali..

warning: very heavy picture post

Six days five nights in Bali was awesome. It was too short for me as I’ve not done much things that I’ve wanted. Too lazy to write. Let the pictures tell the story.

Day 1: We left LCCT Airport at 10.55am. We were the last two board the plane. That Air Asia fella have to announce our names on the airport, pretty embarrassing. We have to sit apart I slept and woke up almost 1.55pm. Landed at the airport. It’s really hot in the airport. Like really really hot. We went to the duty free shop to get cigarettes. We both bought one carton each. Then we found out that cigarettes on the street are cheaper than duty free. Pukima. We waited for our transport to arrive and drove to our hotel. It’s fucking jam. I mean it. Fucking jam. Exactly like KL rush hour. Plus their road is so small, they could only fit two or three cars at the same time. Sucker. Got to the hotel, checked in, change into my mini skirt. Head for lunch. We were told we are having Babi Guling. Even the name sounds great, probably we are all hungry monsters at that point of time. It took us almost an hour to reach to our lunch spot. Reached there. Gobble like pig. Lunch was RUP 20,000(MYR8) per pax. Went to Tanah Lot to see the famous sunset and look at the rocks. We saw three couples taking their wedding pictures there. The landscape was disappointing due to the dark clouds. Didn’t manage to see a captivating sunset as expected. Entrance to Tanah Lot is RUP 110,000(MYR44) per person. Expensive deng! After that walked around but the sun has set, so it’s pretty dark plus the street lights are dim. Everything there is dim. Didn’t want to buy anything as didn’t want to splurge everything on the first day. I should have bought the pareo for RUP 20,000(RM8). Shucks!!!

The roundabout near Ngurah Rai Airport, Bali

In the van while on the way to hotel, sayang look stunned!

Our hotel. Maxi Hotel & Spa at Kuta

While waiting to check in…

Bali delicacy… BABI GULING. Best food ever.Look at that roast oily pork skin. That one satay stick rocks!

Pepper soup with banana trunk and pork.

Entrance at Tanah Lot

Tanah Lot

Sunset at Tanah Lot

Look at the sun

The love couple in Tanah Lot

Day 2 : Sayang went diving and left around 7.30am. He woke up late because we were busy making out last night. My bad I had my breakfast and continue snuggling till 11am ish. Got into my bikini and dip in the pool. After a few laps, got back in the room and bath, change to go out. Did I mention my room is just next to the pool? Went out and walked at Legian Street. Discovered many cheap cheap stuffs. Had Fried Rice for lunch for only RUP 8,500(MYR3.40). Total lunch plus tax is RUP 15,000(MYR6). Walked to Kuta Beach. They are having Kuta Carnival. Anyways, way many people on the beach sunbathing. Many hotties are surfing. Serious shit hotties. I left the beach as I didn’t bring my towel. Didn’t wanna suntan after a long long walk. Got back to hotel and continue to snuggle without my underwear. Boyfriend got home within minutes, he caught me without my undies. Start making out again. Hehe Not to bore ya. We went out for dinner and walked around Legian Street again. Went from shops to shops. Had our dinner at Beer Garden. Dinner was at RUP 84,000(MYR33.60) for two of us.It was empty, just the two of us and the waiters. A Japanese couple was leaving when we arrived. After dinner, we continue to walk. Went to this Oakley specialised store and he picked his Oakley shades and it’s my present for him. I seriously hope he like it. Oh yeah, we went shopping at Mooks too. Got back and sleep like a pig.

1st bombing site in Bali, Kuta. 50m from our hotel. No Malaysian were dead.

Billabong near our hotel.

Roxy just across the road.

Look at that…

Look at this shop…look at that komodo dragon!

Pareo paradise…

I like that one… I didn’t get that though…he didn’t wanna lower the price..too expensive!

Beer Garden Bar

It’s all empty. Only the both of us. Very romantic indeed.

Appetizer- Shrimp and Tuna in Avocado

Pork satay plus rice

Chicken with Lime and Honey sauce plus rice

I’ve got this for my man!

Oakley shades worth RUP1,550,000.00

I want shades like this too…

Day 3: Sayang went diving early in the morning and I snuggle till 1pm ish. I’ve watched two movies. One by Richard Gere and Wedding Crashers. Boyfriend says I’m wasting money. Hehe Bath and went to Kuta Beach to sun tan. The sun was great. But I didn’t get as tan as expected. Perhaps it’s the bloody cloud. Left the beach around 4.30pm and went back to the room. Sayang got back before me. Locked me outside as he is in the toilet. Argh.. Head to the pool and dip in the jacuzzi with Siang and wife. Sayang joined us and we talked and laughed. Went back to the room to make out again. I love love love!!! Bath and change for dinner with the entire group. We had the ayam bertutu gilimanuk. The dinner was for RUP 45,000(MYR18) for each pax. I’m not used to spicy food. The entire night after dinner was bad. My stomach feeling awful like hell. Heaty and jumpy. After dinner, the van dropped us 150m from the hotel. We walked back as the traffic was bad in Legian Street. We reached the hotel before the van does. Haha!!! Took some pictures outside the hotel. The club was playing R&B. My body starts dancing. I’m craving to dance Tomorrow night perhaps!

Dinner

Lawar Ayam ( Chicken Skin with steam jackfruit)

Bali only vegetable. Fried kangkung.

Rujak Gula and Kacang

Ares Bebek (Duck Pepper Soup)

Famous Ayam Bertutu Goreng Gilimanuk

Famous Ayam Bertutu Gilimanuk.. spicy

Sate Lilit (Fish Satay)

Their signboard.

Their menu… they got 4 branches in Bali.

Opposite our hotel is two big clubs. Paddy Pub’s having some promo. They look really scary in person.

Outside the hotel

The statue in the lobby is pervert. I want to touch also.

Trying to mimic..

Sayang say I’m pervert. I love nipples <3

Day 4: I followed sayang and the group to dive. Not that I am going to dive. Just follow them to the middle of the sea and dive site. I wanna sun tan. I need to get tanned. My stomach still feeling uneasy. Tried to release but couldn’t. Sounds awful isn’t it. Luckily our boat has toilet. Went to the dive site. Got a towel and they changed to their wet suit. Some even wore extra suit because the site they went yesterday was close to 17 degrees. Mad cold. The boat ride was fun… there was no front cover therefore we are all splashed. Fun fun, sea water was salty. DUH!!! Boyfriend went to dive and I sun tan. The sun was covered by the clouds. Sucky. I ended up sleeping until Ah B came up and jumped next to me. Divemaster cut watermelon for each of us. Yums. Went to the beach nearby where there is a village and temple for the locals for lunch break. Had lunch and laughed a while. Took some pictures and teased the dogs. Went up back to the boat for second dive. This would be their last dive of the trip. The sun was great. No clouds. I placed the mat and suntan in the middle of the front deck. Awesome sun. Awesome tan. I got the tan I want. That brown skin. Good good good. Head back to the dive centre after the second dive. Laters, we went to the spa somewhere in Ngurah Rai. It wasn’t as good as I’ve expected. Seriously, the massage wasn’t heavy and detailed enough. Other than that, it was so-so. Disappointing. Spa was RUP 225,000(MYR 90) for each of us.

After spa, the van drove us back to the hotel to change for dinner. We are having a group dinner at the dive centre to celebrate Miss Moon’s birthday on Saturday. Dinner was great. Dinner was RUP34,000(MYR13.60) for each pax. Tonnes of laugh. With Ah B’s girlfriend just came from airport. I must say, I haven’t had so much laughter for so long. Sayang had a bottle of Bintang. We went outside the dive centre and walked a lil further so that we could be alone and look at the stars and talk. I miss having him next to me, all alone without distractions. I think overall the entire group had almost at least one hundred of Bintang beer bottles. Damn bloody cheap per bottle. Only RUP 10,000(MYR4). Mad thing. We got back to the hotel and we got ugly. We had argument and he hid the bloody remote control. I got mad and fell asleep while he was in toilet doing his thing.

Before first dive

Getting ready to dive

Waiting to dive with friend, Ah B.

Say hi…cold cold water.

Lunch break:

Wedding pictures lookalike- this is divers wedding fantasy.

Poor Chee Hong kena cubit nipple

Ah B trying to be Elvis with his wetsuit.

O_O

I love islands and beach..

Tell me you are getting one for me!

The kids at Nusa Penida temple

Before second dive

Going down..

Down in the water…

I’m up and safe…

Hey..look at the camera la..

Hi, my sayang…I’m going to dive! bye

He dive, I tan…

Coming up..

Fins off…

Climbing now…

Pose for me

Up up up..

I love sun tanning.

It was really windy on the way back.

In the spa:

At the room entrance

I’m very red after the tan.

After spa- at the entrance.

Dinner at Dive Centre.

Rojak with keropok and taufoo

Noodles

Ayam Bertutu Gilimanuk

Ketupat

Satay with chilli

Satay lilit

Sambal. In the plastic packets are siput from Bali. Yummy snails. I brought 5 packets back.

Fish fish fish.

Their Bali kangkung again.

Pork Satay. Taste like char siew. Yums…

At dinner table.

Sayang and Divemaster, Sweta

The whole group.

Our Boat group.

Day 5: The argument continues and neither the both of us want to step down. We were supposed to get ready for the group tour for the entire day but didn’t want to go at the end. We got into loud and harsh screams until the hotel fella have to knock on the door. Very embarrassing, I must say. We made up after a few hours and apologized to each other. See, I love you. We had left the room around 3-ish. Damn late. Went to the tourist centre to take a cab to Ubud and Pasar Sukawati as I need to buy things back home. No bus goes to Sukawati therefore the tourist centre fella suggested we take the charter which is paid van for couple of hours to drive you around. We ended up skipping Ubud because it was getting late. By the time we got to Pasar Sukawati, it was almost six. The market close at six. Shucks shucks shucks. So, we went our different ways to buy our own things. We paid the bloody charter RUP 250,000(MYR100) for only 2 hours drive and wait. The driver didn’t want to lower the price and go back to town as we met up with our own group members in Sukawati later on. Dumb fella. We had seafood dinner at Jimbaran. The dinner setting and atmosphere was great. With music playing and the waves beating and the stars in the dark sky. It was marvelous to end our holiday. We had three fishes, three crabs, 20 prawns, calamari and kangkung again for only RUP 100,000(MYR40) per person. Cheap.

After dinner, we head back to our hotel. There are some bikinis for sale from Segera, one of the divemaster. His wife got us some different types of bikini for very cheap. I’ve bought the red bikini for only RUP 50,000(MYR20). I went back to the room to rest while they write their log book. Dive stuffs. We went to the club opposite us, Bounty’s Discotheque. Jungle Juice for only RUP 30,000(MYR12) per bottle. Where to get this in KL?

In the van. On the way to Pasar Sukawati

Entrance at Pasar Sukawati

Dirt cheap shopping at Block A

Hell cheap shopping at Block B

Seafood dinner at Jimbaran

At the entrance of Antar Cafe

At the dinner table

Jimbaran beautiful dinner spot

Why they don’t have these in KL?

Red bikini

Party time!!!

Our night spot.. Bounty Discotheque

This is opposite our hotel.

Full of mat salehs…

Jungle Juice from Bali

Bootilicious…

My very drunk red boyfriend

Look at him.. drunk drunk and high.

I love you, Khai.

My boyfriend is ass-fetish.

Miss Moon and Mr. Moon

When you don’t get to kiss, you get the breast lift.

The group pic.

Too much?

Too much??

This is what you get when you add two TOO MUCH!

Esther and Chee Hong

Happy Birthday, Miss Moon.

I love us.

Us before we leave the place at 4.15 am.

Day 6: Boyfriend was feeling really bad after three bottles of Jungle Juice. He went back to bed after breakfast. We didn’t manage to surf with Chee Hong. Esther was having hangover too. Haha Ended up, I walked alone to buy all the last minute stuffs. I bought 6 pareos’ and a Bintang T-shirt for myself. Packed our stuffs and head to the airport. Bye Bali. I bought two bottles of Absolute Vodka. One Citron and one Pears, which is not available in Malaysia yet. Sayang took D&G toilette and 200 sticks of cigarettes. Total only USD 117. Went up to the airplane and ordered a cup of noodles for MYR 6. Mahal sial. Water bottle for MYR 4. Air Asia??? Got back to KL and I bought 100 sticks of cigarettes which are not available in Malaysia. International konon?

Sayang picked this from the airport. I paid

From the airplane window view

The plane is turning right.. and fly fly back to KL
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I took half my day to post about my Bali trip. I miss being in Bali. I would definitely go back next year!

back back back

I’m back. Tired. In love. Tanned. Happy. Disappointed. Charged. Lazy.

Bali loves me

Will try to update in a few days time with pics.