Travel with me anyone?

Airasia is driving me insane. Look at their promotion here. How can?

I was clicking around and going to Bali only costs RM 269 for return ticket, Krabi RM113 return ticket.

I was in Bali last year and I want to go back again. Krabi, I might drop by at Koh Phangan for their full moon party.

This is blowing my fucking mind. It’s not easy getting travelling kaki. So far, most of the friends I ask are either financially pretty tight now or travel period too far ahead to schedule.

Anyone interested to travel with me? I’ll be wearing bikini wor…

had I been different

A night with feast, I spent my evening with a person I dearly care about which I hope to spend my future with. With a room filled with children’s laughter, adults gossips, political talks, stock markets, I was left stranded with the feeling of fake smiles and unwanted. A new member to the family was welcomed with million dollar smiles, perhaps she looks rather introvert and speaking about her background was definitely something to look forward to. Again, a person who I hope I will spend my future with utmost respect and love, if God permits, did not bother speaking more than a sentence to me.

Was I that bad-material?
Was it my hair?
Was it my top?
Was it my shorts?
Was it my age?

What was wrong?

I never felt so unwelcomed ever in my life. I’ve always received wide smiles and sincere interests when it comes to friend’s family. But tonight, this very moment, tears formed and I wished tonight never happened. I tried to adapt perhaps I am too young or stupid or shallow to have a conversation with me.

Family plays an important role in my life. Plus, I want to feel belong and acknowledged by his side of family. Should I spend my future with him, would his family be pleased of me?

shingles, leave me please.

Life isn’t fun. A month or less before I turned 20 and I’m not enjoying the countdown.

I’m suffering from shingles right now, also known as Herper Zoster (Nope, not STD). It happens to majority older people. I’ve got old people disease. How disturbing.

What is Shingles?
Shingles (herpes zoster) is an outbreak of rash or blisters on the skin that is caused by the same virus that causes chickenpox — the varicella-zoster virus.  Some people have mostly itching; some feel pain from the gentlest touch or breeze.  The most common location for shingles is a band, called a dermatome, spanning one side of the trunk around the waistline. Anyone who has had chickenpox is at risk for shingles.  Scientists think that in the original battle with the varicella-zoster virus, some of the virus particles leave the skin blisters and move into the nervous system.  When the varicella-zoster virus reactivates, the virus moves back down the long nerve fibers that extend from the sensory cell bodies to the skin.  The viruses multiply, the tell-tale rash erupts, and the person now has shingles.

What is the prognosis?
A person with a shingles rash can pass the virus to someone, usually a child, who has never had chickenpox, but the child will develop chickenpox, not shingles.  A person with chickenpox cannot communicate shingles to someone else.  Shingles comes from the virus hiding inside the person’s body, not from an outside source.

source: National Institution of Neurological Disorders and Strokes

Tell me how do I cure this ugly sight on my back? I want to wear my brand new bikinis. I’m so depressed this very moment and this shingles is killing me softly. Due to the shingles, I can’t eat meat except fish. My appetite has been deteriorating and I’m feeling woozy whenever I try to stand up due to low blood pressure I guess. I think my wisdom toothache is coming back with the stress I’m going through. Sleeping and resting don’t seem to help much, but sitting giving me bad strain on my spine. HELP!!!!

Finals fall on my birthday till the 6th of Dec. Tonnes of assignments and presentations due this coming few weeks. Life ain’t treating me right.

Short Update:
-Grandpa from dad’s side left us to be with the Lord two weeks ago. We will miss you.

- Attended Nuffnang and Nokia Silent Halloween. Dressed as a pornstar. (Quote:Ginny Yap)

-Did a fashion show for Shoes Shoes Shoes and corset by Anushya in FashFab#6 at twentyone.

-I’ve not been working due to sudden death in family and my ugly shingles. So, in need of moolah. Please donate your savings to me. Thank you.

BlogMob: Samsung Innov8 Run

I got intrigued when I went through Katak’s blog. I want to experience the exhilar8ation of such a beauty! I want to run around Klang Valley on the 1st of November with this hot ass Samsung innov8. Plus, I want new phone badly. I want to win. I want I want I want….

Three phones to be won! I want… one will do!

Cantik right?? This slide phone has the first ever 8 megapixel professional camera with smile shot, anti-shake and face detection, comes with a power LED video recorder. Don’t worry about running out of space as Innov8 has massive 16 GB storage. Bluetooth, checked. GPS, checked (For sesat people like me, super useful). WiFi(WLan), checked. Plus, 136gram only. Perfect phone for all! I want!

Samsung, pick me!!! For more information, or to apply to join the run as well, check innov8run HERE!

Wiseman says I’m too wise for my age.

Not one, not two but MANY told me, “You’re only TWENTY! Think like one, don’t make life too complicated. Men are scared when women are too smart for them.”

One wiseman once said to me, “Not all can handle you, you’re not easy.”

I’m Sorry. HIATUS.

I know I’ve been very bad. Very bad indeed.

So many things going on, so lil time I have.

Quick updates:

• Mataking was awesome. I’m so TANNED, I should change my middle name to TAN.
• Mum is in hospital since last Tuesday. Been going back and forth Gleaneagles practically everyday.
• Having time of the month. Crappy. Bloated. Fat. Fat. Fat. Ugly.
• TOPSHOP Student Sales was crazy. I spent ridiculously RM 558 for 3 pairs of bikini, one biker jacket, one denim jacket and 2 pieces of tee back.
• Happy birthday LYNN!!! I love you woman.
• Working last week was great.. I love money. I was QUEEN.
• It’s Week 6 in college. I just finished one mid-term. Another one tomorrow and few assignments due this two weeks.
• I need to fix my hair extension. My hair look like crap.
• I went to the dentist yesterday and did scaling. Nothing too scary but the toothache is killing me. Migraine + period cramps + toothache = FUCKED!
• I need to go on diet. I’m really fat. Nothing I wear flatters me. OK. Don’t kill me. This is menses talk.

My favourite picture of the entire trip. New bikini. Jacuzzi. Beach. Sunset. I love LIFE. I miss Mataking.

Don’t you just wanna bite me bum???? Awwwwwwwwrh….

Off to Mataking

I’m right now in Heritage Hotel, Tawau. Touched down about 6.40pm, immediately filled our stomach with scrumptious filling seafood dinner and century pork porridge, sashimi, ABC for supper.

Will be off to Mataking tomorrow till Tuesday. Did not bring my laptop(Internet costs RM20 for half an hour) and no mobile reception, so I’ll be away from civilizations for six days. Pictures will be up when I’m back.

Say hello to sexy bikinis and tanned crispy body. Don’t miss me.

p.s. Isabelle, postcard from Mataking. From Underwater. Wait ya…

Bloggers Wine and Dine Nite in Amuleto

A raining Thursday, an evening I was eagerly looking forward to. This time around in Amuleto, great food + best company = AWESOME Casual Chic Dining Experience!!!! As I was dressing up in Isabelle’s place, Sara, Charissa and Isabelle was pretty worried about the entire free dining experience and kept asking me about the event. FREE food??

The dining at Amuleto was to introduce their new menu, Fine Delicacies. And what other ways to tempt our blog readers with more salivating pictures to turn their taste buds on. Come on.. tell me, you’re drooling on your 17″ monitor screen.

Crystal Jade Meal³, Pavilion

Right after our tasty lunch at Crystal Jade Kitchen, we proceeded to Crystal Jade Meal³-about 5 minutes walk away(need to burn some calories!!!). Crystal Jade Meal³ is East meets West, similar concept with KimGary, WongKok and other HongKong restaurants out there with exceptional experience. Meal³ offers better ambience with great food.

Amazingly, they have one of the biggest screens around which is awesome especially during the football season. Plus their lights change colours. I love colour lights. I’m a kid.

Crystal Jade Kitchen, Pavilion

Two weeks back I was invited to media luncheon at Crystal Jade Kitchen Pavilion by Arcis Communications. We were greated by Stella To, Special Assistant to Managing Director of Crystal Jade Culinary Concepts Holding at the doorstep. Then, we were brought to the VIP room to join the others for lunch.

Hungry, my stomach growls. Stella shared a brief history about Crystal Jade and their various concepts while waiting the food to arrive. Interestingly, Crystal Jade has up to 16 different concepts overall in Asia Pacific Region. In Malaysia, there are six different Crystal Jade concepts currently located in Kuala Lumpur. Amazing, aren’t they? I would definitely want to try all SIXTEEN concepts from Crystal Jade someday.